No News!

June 11,2011

Another day of missing my girls so much without any real news. Tim talked with Irinna today. And basically she said with the holiday tomorrow and Monday there that we wouldn't hear anything until Tues orWednesday. So we won't be traveling until the end of next week, at the earliest. I know that God knows what he is doing but it sure is hard when we don't know what His plans are. First the disappointment or should I say heart crushing news that we would not be bringing Anya home and now waitint and waiting to get our girls home. It is so hard. I am trying to trust him but it is so hard right now. I keep looking at the pictures we have of our time with the girls and they seem like so few. They attached to us so quickly and now they are wondering when we are coming back. All I can do is resort to scripture, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding: in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight." Also, " Do not be afraid for I am with you; I will bring your children from the east and gather you from the west. Isa 43:5. "forget the former things, do not dwell on the past. See, i am doing a new thing! Now it springs up, do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the desert and streams in the wasteland. " Isa 43 18-19. Ok I am believing you. I am not afraid. I know you will bring my children home from the east and I need to be patient. You are making a way for this to happen. It will all be so magnificent when it all comes together and all the glory will go to you my Lord! I just need this aching in my heart to stop. Give me a comfort Lord. Sing to me a new song! " For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you. plans to give you a hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me and I will listen to you. you will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you, declares the Lord and will bring you back from captivity. " Jer 29: 11-13. Thank you Lord for your word. It is a comfort to me as I wait. You are my God who has promised me these things. I am believing you for all of it! These daughters of mine are worth waiting for!